A Break Before It's Broken

It's hard when Mom has a bad day. The old saying is true, that Moms don't get a day off. I could sure use one. I love being a mom, and I love all the blessings it brings. Today, I am a bit overwhelmed by all the demands made on me. I am getting to the point where I dislike the word, "mom." It's times like this when I am grateful to have family to help. Your wonderful aunt is helping me have a break while you get to go to the park with her! Isn't life great. So many ups and downs, but if we endure it well...

I thank you for your patience, and for your understanding. I hope to be back to my usual self (hopefully that is a good thing) with a bit of rest, and a short break. thank you, Brin.

Quilting Promises

There are so many things that I promise to do, that I never get around to. One that has been on my mind lately is the quilt I promised you. It has been almost two years since I first bought the material and got the pattern to make you a quilt. We sat together and made all the plans, and you were looking forward to having your very own quilt on your very own bed. I remember the excitement in your eyes and and in your voice as we looked at all the options and found what was just right for you. Then for some reason the excitement faded. I found that bag of material today.

I wonder how many other bags of unfulfilled promises I am carrying around. I answer lazily that I will do something, thinking that I will do it "later" when I have more time. That time doesn't come. I then get frustrated when you say you will do something later. I grow what I plant, so what do I expect?

We started on that quilt today. I make no promises as to when it will be done, but I promise to work on it with you. I promise to take more thought as to my example and how I excuse myself because I am "busy" or I need some time for myself. While these things are true, it doesn't give me any excuse to be dishonest with you. I am sorry for my mistakes. I love that you are so patient with me. I love that I have this time with you to be your mom. I know that I learn as much as you in the process. You are a great example to me of love unfeigned. Now, let's get quilting.

Your Business is Important

These past two weeks have reminded me of a message you often hear as you wait on the phone for an operator to help you.

"Your business is important to us. We will be with you shortly."

Things have been chaotic around our home lately. With changes in the weather, changes in income, and family events, all of you have wanted more individual attention and more time to have fun. Unfortunately, I have been putting off some of the family time in order to get business started and make transitions.

You have all been models of patience (most of the time) and helped me to remember what really is important in all of this. YOU. You keep me on track and balanced. I appreciate your candor when you tell me I could do better, and when you tell me what you need. I love being your mom. I am so grateful for the trust Heavenly Father has placed in my hands, and in yours. He knows my weaknesses, and sent you with your strengths to assist me.

I thank you all for your understanding and love as you wait patiently for turns for my attention. You will never have to take turns for my love. Your business is important to me. I will be with you.